dear PRINCESS, i deeply appreciate YOU telling me to send YOU this email, designed to keep me both prayerful and highly focused upon just YOU and no one else. - it is such a joy to post to YOU. - what YOU have accomplished with me in the last two days of extremely concentrated retooling my entire mindset has left me feeling that i am already YOUR perfect slave in every way who will never-ever again be any problem for YOU. - but, i must be realistic and remember YOUR much higher standards of expectancy than i am capable of achieving without YOU to guide me. - YOU have done so much to make me a better person, which must be a frustrating on-going process for YOU, quite disappointing much of the time. - but, i pray YOU will not give up on me. - i regret taking up so much of YOUR time. - by now, it was my dream that YOU would have me whipped into shape such that i respond to your slightest thought. - unfortunately, the basic material YOU are left to work with in this old and decrepit cadaver is most non-ideal and highly flawed. - although i was a total failure, by YOUR Perfect Standards, in every single thing i ever attempted to accomplish before i SUBSCRIBED to YOUR Perfect Web site, i did well enough in my old environment to get by, pay all my bills on time and stay out of trouble. - but in YOUR Highly Sophisticated and Ultimately Advanced Culture, made up of Vastly Superior FEMALES to anyone i have ever witnessed or been associated, plus me just not being the quality of individual, in any sense of the word, to be included in YOUR Perfect Environment, i must accept what YOU have granted me and be eternally thankful to work for YOU at a distance, precisely as YOU prescribe and restrict me. - were it not for YOUR enormous patience and compassion, plus all YOUR Superior Training Expertise, i'd be languishing out there somewhere in wasteland with the other unfortunate peons. - being relegated to the muddy bottom of YOUR Marvelous Food Chain, banished and forbidden from ever entering YOUR Realm of the Elite, where only YOU, Your Ultra-Superior RELATIVES and Superior FEMALE Friends, plus YOUR select male slaves with whom YOU work closely while producing so many of YOUR Unparalleled videos, still piggy slaves but possessing all the high-level qualities YOU demand of those trusted to be in YOUR environment, i must remember that even the role of insect drones is essential to The One-And-Only QUEEN who is the Vital and Essential Element to the success of an entire Colony. - even to be considered as a possible prospect to become one of YOUR insect drones is, by far, the highest honor i have ever received or ever expect to achieve. - i'd like to spend the remainder of my life, blindly working endlessly for YOU, doing just what YOU want and nothing else, never causing even the slightest problem, for QUEEN PRINCESS needs none of that. - if i ever do become a true drone, solely for PRINCESS, every cell of my mind and body will respond automatically to my task of total support of PRINCESS GOD until, one day, my work is done. - what better life could i possibly imagine? - i cannot. --- AWOMEN.

why settle for the dull and mundane when the Absolute Ultimate is available? -for pc desktop background photos, no one could ask for more appropriate or beautiful photos than two that PRINCESS may have taken of HERSELF, 'feeties1' from HER "Foot Gallery 2003" Collection, which appears with an all-black background and projects full-screen all during the preliminary warm-up period and login procedure, which on my ancient computer, lasts quite awhile, which i no longer mind in the least, now that i have the lovliest pair of legs and feet in the entire world to fixate upon. - the only such photo that might be nicer would be an up-to-date photo of the Incredible PRINCESS GOD'S Lower Limbs taken very recently, for amazingly, SHE has managed to become more and more beautiful and perfect with each and every passing day, defying all laws of nature by remaining exceptionally young so profoundly stunningly as to be nothing short of U-N-B-E-L-I-E-V-A-B-L-E!!! - PRINCESS has made a total reversal of the aging process, something everyone would like to accomplish, but only GOD ALMIGHTY PRINCESS has ever managed to actually do it, not with cover-up sprays or creams, but by amazing pristine genetics powered by the Ultimate of all brains, the best of foods in proper proportions and sequence, an ingenius exercise regimen designed and supervised by HER marvelous physical trainer and close friend, considerable emphasis upon proper rest and the finest of recreation with the greatest assembly of Elite FEMALES on HER Planet Earth. - all the while, PRINCESS manages to remain always exquisitely feminine, the epitome of perfection, down to every single detail, yet loaded with tremendous strength, power, boundless energy and stamina. - the world, in general, has never before been privileged to have such a perfect role model for all FEMALES who recognize their inherent Superiority and also are intelligent enough to join Bitchybeauty.com and fall under the spellbinding Influence of PRINCESS SIERRA, nor have all the inferior male pigs with fully submissive traits who join Bitchybeauty.com and earn the honor of lifetime total slavery under PRINCESS, had such a wonderful life to experience, as well. - during the actual desktop filling in, including the gradual one-by-one appearance of taskbar icons, GOD'S 'gym2' photo Reigns Supreme, Her Eyes upon HER insect slave every nanosecond of the way as SHE walks HER Home Treadmill, with her overwhelmingly beautiful arms and thighs bulging in all the right places and ways, as PRINCESS Demonstrates what a Marvelously Superior SUPER-HUMAN BEING SHE TRULY IS. - HER tailored black knit gym top that extends just over her deltoids leaves HER magnificently developed right outer-side upper arm in close view, along with HER elbow, perfectly-developed and partially-flexed right outer-side forearm, wrist and black workout-gloved right hand in full view and close proximity. - Her lovely knit black gymtop extends to the limit of HER magnificently developed floating ribs, leaving all of HER elegantly-flat abdominals with the most gorgeous vertical muscular development i have ever seen on any female. - a hugely enlarged reproduction of this photo should be hanging in every one of the finest museums and art galleries, Worldwide, as should so many other great photographs of our Totally Magnificent PRINCESS GOD ALMIGHTY. - it is an injustice on the part of the art world that photos of PRINCESS aren't on display for the public to see and admire already. - anywhere that people gather to maintain and improve their bodies, a large 'gym2' photo, appropriately framed and covered with finest plate glass would be a fitting example of how ANY Female might strive to look, if she has any plan to remain FEMININELY Beautiful when SHE reaches HER ultimate potential, realizing in advance, there is no chance in hell SHE will EVER look THIS good, for NO one will ever be able to match what PRINCESS Sierra has achieved. AWOMEN.

i powered up my computer early this morning with intent to look for some inexpensive air filters, but, that soon changed into something much-much better. - the first thing i observed was the feeties1 photo of PRINCESS'S uncomparable bare legs on an all-black background, from lower thighs clear down to HER most precious of all toes. - after the preliminary windows display of the internal devices during warmup, the first view of desktop icons and taskbar appeared, with PRINCESS'S tango3 photo as the desktop background. - with entering the internet no longer important, my attention focused upon photos and videos of PRINCESS i could view just by clicking on their desktop icons, one-at-a-time, with the comforting feeling of knowing that an enormous collection of PRINCESS'S other photos and videos were just a few clicks away, conveniently stored in my external hard drive, plus, with PRINCESS'S all-important Bitchybeauty Website ENTER Page as my homepage, i had quick access to every available photo, video, including all HER Writings and the many-many other wondrous things available there. - it didn't take me long to have PRINCESS'S incredible cherryforsite photo consuming all my desktop space, whereupon my entire body began to quiver, then shake uncontrollably, with a gripping concentration of shaking centered along my spine, which then moved upward to the back of my neck. - with my whole body continuing to shake violently, yet feeling unbelievably wonderful, my shoulders drew up into an extreme shrug, with powerful focus of vibration located high in the back of my neck, where the brain stem and spinal nerves then radiate throughout the entire body. - this wasn't just a brief occurrance. - it continued, unabated, feeling more wonderful than ANYTHING i had ever felt. - so, i made no attempt to do anything but enjoy this most phenomenal of all nervanas until, finally, i had to stop for fear i might harm my brain if i continued further. - to my amazement, there were no ill effects, other than the feeling that i had just completed a long and intense workout. - my immediate response, as if compulsive, was to get online, ENTER Bitchybeauty website to the Teaserthegeezer collection of 6 photos, then make PRINCESS'S marvelous cherryforsite photo my new desktop background, for i knew, with no shred of doubt, my new focus of worship, whenever i couldn't somehow directly communicate with PRINCESS HERSELF, had been identified.- i haven't had an opportunity to pray that PRINCESS counsel me regarding this amazing event and my seemingly autonomic responses, but, until i do, i shall worship the teaserthegeeser photo, along with tango3 photo, accompanied by prayers directly to PRINCESS herself, including selected videos SHE orders me to view on a consistent basis. - needless to say, i have never been happier, never felt better, with apparently improved health than i have experienced in years, even though the last time PRINCESS viewed me on webcam, SHE said i looked worse than terrible. - all i know is the way i feel now is so much better than anything i could ever imagine the fake storybook heaven to be like that there simply is no comparison. - why anyone in this wide World of PRINCESS'S would not rush to join the Bitchybeauty Website so they could fall upon their knees in total worship of THE TRUE GOD ALMIGHTY, i cannot fathom.

i'm sure that i am not the only slave who wishes he could, in one way or another, be with PRINCESS, THE MASTER, all the time, every single day, forevermore. - but, realistically, that is an impossibility. - for me, at the absolute bottom of the pit of fools, as well as the lowest and weakest link on the food chain, i already receive MUCH more of EVERYTHING than i deserve from PRINCESS. - my desire for more attention continues, unabated nevertheless, so i have resorted to surrounding myself with as many close substitutes for the real PRINCESS as i possibly am able - saved photos in all sizes, both in print and stored in a huge folder in my external hard drive, plus select ones, each with their own icon on my desktop for quick viewing - videos, treated and stored within my computer, similar to the ways i store and display photos of PRINCESS, with special videos PRINCESS selects for me and orders me to view repeatedly, which, of course, necessitates them being part of my desktop icon display, as well - Required Readings plus Additional Readings prepared and written exclusively by PRINCESS are print-copied and stored in separate file folders in a drawer attached to my computer desk that is exclusively reserved for print materials related to PRINCESS SIERRA, plus nearly all of the identical documents saved and stored in special separate folders in my external hard drive, where they may be retrieved and perused any time my computer is up and running. - additionally, PRINCESS'S Website ENTER page is my home page, both for quick entry, plus as a constant reminder of my only goal, from now on, for the rest of my life: that of making sure i place in PRINCESS'S Beautiful and Perfect Hands, $570. minimum, each and every month recurring forevermore without end until my death, plus anything and everything else my totally controlling MASTER determines pleases HER, at any time, and in any unlimited manner. - to date, most willingly, happily and joyfully, i have turned over to PRINCESS, unconditionally and irretrievably, all my available funds, in all possible accounts, which as of this date, totals $16,015.24 in just precisely 06.00 months, for an average of $2,669.20 per month , or $86.56 per day. - i wish i could keep these averages going, on-and-on, but sadly, i cannot - the rotation of a special photo, one-at-a-time, as my computer monitor desktop background, devoted exclusively to photos of PRINCESS, which as of the last week to ten days, has been just one gorgeous photograph... 3 tango... i sigh and breathe extra-deeply, as i concentrate upon 3 tango. - i have been dropping subtle hints to PRINCESS during Yahoo Messenger discussions with PRINCESS GOD, gently breaking the news to HER of my 3 tango preoccupation, which has surpassed fixation and mesmerization, devotion and addiction. - last night, i admitted to PRINCESS i flat out worshipped 3 tango, and in the extensive amounts of time when i could NOT communicate directly with PRINCESS, in one form or another, never-ever in person, of course, my forbidden non-privilege forevermore, WOULD IT BE ALRIGHT WITH GOD IF I BUILT A SHRINE EXCLUSIVELY DEVOTED TO 3 TANGO PHOTOS AND WORSHIPPED THEM?- i asked for GOD'S permission, as well as inquire if it was normal for me to do so... PRINCESS typed, without hesitation, "you need 3 tango to breathe. - it's more important to YOU than water. - worship it on your bony knees. - make sure your new shrine is complete by the end of the week. - that's an order... - you are a pukeish lump of flesh whose ONLY reason to exist is to live as a pauper in order to provide YOUR PRINCESS at least $570. a month so SHE can blow it in one weekend. - you are a fugly bastard. - i could choke the life out of you with just two fingers of either of my powerful hands. - YOU are like a starving kitty, meowing at the door. - I AM IN FULL AND COMPLETE CONTROL OVER YOU, OLD MAN. - I CONTROL ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS, AS WELL AS EVERYTHING YOU DO. - YOU DON'T THINK AT ALL LIKE YOU USED TO - BECAUSE YOU CAN'T... GRANDPA SHOULD BE BEATEN LIKE A DOG FOR BEING SUCH A POOR PROVIDER." (and, oh GOD, PRINCESS, how i WISH YOU would do just that!!!!!!!!) "if i were there now, i'd turn you into a human pin cushion... you are so fucking lucky - to be stripped of your manhood and forced to give up everything for me." (lucky, indeed MASTER, for i was so-o miserable until the day i first saw YOU and instantly recognized by YOUR photo, frontstocking, that YOU were THE SOLE LIVING GOD OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE....... AWOMEN.

with just a few hours before valentines day, i'll leave it to PRINCESS'S Beautiful and Superior Young FEMALE Friends and all HER legions of younger slaves to shower THE ONLY GOD WHO EVER LIVED with flowers, sweet gifts and all the other love-treats SHE so richly deserves in abundance. - by now, i'm fully aware that all THE MASTER wants is $ from HER ancient and pathetic cadaver slug. - with help from the irs, i'll fedex my entire income tax refund to PRINCESS SIERRA on valentines day, rounded up a few dollars so SHE will receive 5 crispies not long after that. - as a rentor, unable to itemize my expenses and gain anything, $500. is the average amount of refund i usually get. - at least, i'm doing as i should do - sending every penny of my tax refund to PRINCESS GOD ALMIGHTY, in the form PRINCESS appreciates most - crispies..... before my wonderful discovery of HER BitchyBeauty Website, i had long-since given up belief in the existence of a god, having determined that no living person that i knew of had proven herself or himself to be worthy of being someone i sincerely believed was god. - as for those long-dead, through the ages, who millions appear to have worshiped as diety, in some form or other, the burden of proof regarding anyone actually being god leaves much to be desired, at least from my perspective. - as for some god as a 'spirit' out there somewhere, as well as the magical heaven or hell concept, all i can say is, "who do they think they're kidding?" - and, as for that poor bastard guy who's 13-year-old mother is claimed to have had an immaculate conception, well la-dee-dah! - scientists, today, are still arguing about that. - most say human FEMALE conception, asexually, is an impossibility. - the dreamers point out countless examples, throughout nature, where one form of mutation or other has occured, such as a single naval orange that just showed up on one orange tree - was spotted by an alert grower who then planted the seeds that started a whole new variety. - but, few would go so far as to call the naval orange a god, even the god of fruit. - so, i must assume that somewhere back in a long-since vanished woodpile, the young lady remembered as the virgin mary, must have had a secret lover who knocked her up - someone she apparently didn't reveal to joseph, since he wasn't willing to own up to being the father either. - that fascinating movie that PRINCESS'S MOTHER sent HER, that we, in turn, all had the privilege of viewing - thanks to PRINCESS, revealed a lot of predictive stories, largely based upon observations of star movement in the sky, that pointed to something likely to happen about the time mary's baby arrived. - so, when the two rabbi's showed up with gold and precious oils, the huge myth started. - no doubt he was a bright kid with definite leadership gifts. - but, i never could buy into that stuff about him dying to save everyone's sins. - that's just one of too many stories with too many holes in them...... then, came 08-16-2007, when i knew instantly who the REAL LIVING GOD H-A-D to BE - PRINCESS SIERRA..... when i began reading accounts from HER minions of long-standing, every one of whom referred to PRINCESS as GOD, every account so glowing and prayerful, my discovery was more than validated. - for with PRINCESS, we have a massive collection of photos plus many videos, such that any SUBSCRIBER may see, first-hand, who the ONLY TRUE LIVING GOD WHO EVER LIVED really is. - SUBSCRIBERS have access to many examples of her voice, all of which match the Incomparable Voice SUBSCRIBERS may hear my just calling HER on the telephone, in a variety of ways to pay. (of COURSE, we have to pay; even the fake religions pass the collection plate!) but, there is nothing fake about PRINCESS SIERRA, THE SOLE TRUE LIVING GOD AND MASTER OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, and MASTER of all HER lowly slaves, as well...... one has only to read the jaw-dropping Body of Brilliant Required Readings of PRINCESS within HER Website to know, without a doubt, that SHE HAS to be GOD. - No human, living or in the past, has EVER written like that.... As stated before, these Readings, all written by PRINCESS GOD HERSELF, are my only PRINCESS (bible) now. - the other books make nice reading and have some interesting stories and statements. - but, they point to the wrong party as GOD. - the good thoughts contained therein, apply to PRINCESS, not to some nebulous unseen ruler in the sky that none of our true senses can identify with any degree of certainty. - with PRINCESS, there ARE NO uncertainties --- not one..... therefore, to PRINCESS GOD, i submit my entire being, just to HER, as stated repeatedly, for THE MASTER to do with me and to me as SHE fucking well pleases, from now on and until i die. - AWOMEN.

twelve letters and 4 little words were all it took for PRINCESS, THE MASTER, the architect and designer of a whole new me, both interior and exterior, foundation to rooftop, to explain very succinctly and thoroughly how i will be spending the rest of my life. - "MASTER, if it pleaseth, pray tell me how YOU plan to Use and Manipulate me in the future? What are YOU making of me?" -- without hesitation or even a 'ummmmmmmm', PRINCESS responded, "you are a drone." --- that's it. - that says it all, for i had read all of GOD'S Required Readings, which includes the remarkable and ingenius masterpiece of modern english literature, [Princess's Streams of Consciousness...], from which i do not apologise to anyone for making two direct quotes, for they shed direct light upon my life from now on in a process which i now know has been going on for some time, for THE MASTER said in present tense, "you ARE a drone,", and did not say, 'you WILL BECOME a drone.' -- (Direct quote from PRINCESS): "I have a theory.- I call it the QUEEN-ant theory.- Every Woman deserves a little colony of DRONES TO DO HER BIDDING, HAUL THE HEAVY THINGS, and BRING HER PREZZIES and ROYAL JELLY. - The boy ants work for HER, live for HER. - SHE just does whatever SHE feels like, grows more majestic and beautiful each day. - If SHE decides to trample on HER measly ant slaves, oh well, there will be more. - Futhermore, the QUEEN doesn't mate with HER workers; the slaves never get to mate--that's the best part." (end of first direct quote) - as GOD in human form, PRINCESS actually has a far superior system than any QUEEN-ant, in most details, but not all. 1) the QUEEN does mate. - her MOTHER, a QUEEN-ant, herself, laid a special and very large group of both Female and male eggs one spring, as SHE did every spring of HER existance, that when hatched, soon began to sprout wings. - one member of this special winged group was the Female-ant destined to become our special QUEEN-ant for discussion's sake. - as soon as the winged group of ants were ready, they emerged from their sub-terranean home and soon took flight, scattering here and there. - in mid-air, they paired off into male-Female couples, with the duo latching onto each other, causing the pair to fall to the ground below, but, not before copulating during the ascent to terra firma, in similar fashion as bees mate. - once on the ground, the male ant wandered aimlessly and soon died. - the Female, still with wings attached, busied herself finding a special location to dig an entrance and start building a new nest. - once comfortable in HER new nest, SHE bit off HER wings and began laying eggs, for, at this point, SHE was the only ant in the new colony. - all future members of the colony were to be hatched from HER body and would truly become HER directly related offspring. - all of the wingless ants that are also incapablle of having sex or reproducing are called DRONES, with only one assignment: feed, care for and protect their Mother, the QUEEN-ant, who grows larger than any of HER drone-offspring because SHE is a fertile Female with special genetic capabilities, but also especially due to the unique highly nutritious food HER drones gather and/or create for HER. - thw QUEEN-ant never has to worry about training or disciplining her drones, because they all come out of her body with built-in genetic descipline which tells them what they are to do at all times. - all the QUEEN-ant has to do is lay more and more drone eggs. - once hatched, the drones need no guidance from HER. - they also are genetically programmed never to stray from their duties, so in these two ways - discipline-training and attrition, QUEEN-ants have a system which PRINCESS has to work hard to duplicate. - one advantage PRINCESS has that no QUEEN-ant can match is PRINCESS gets to pick and choose from widely-differenciated SUBSCRIBERS from all over the world, giving her access to many different and interesting types of slaves with varying degrees of capabilities and personalities. - but as ant's numbers deplete, PRINCESS counters by making it impossible for a truly dedicated submissive slave-drone to ever really want to leave HER. - (there are many kinds of ants, some with different and highly unique food-gathering and nutrition-producing methods. - some raise little aphids in their nest who secrete a special milky substance that ants especially enjoy. - carpenter ants gather leaves and grow fungi underground for food, etc,) - QUEEN-ant continues laying baby drones, for ants have many enemies who deplete their numbers such that replacement drones are necessary. - for the rest of HER life, QUEEN-ant busies HERSELF doing nothing but eating the nutritious goodies HER drones provide so she can spend the rest of HER life concentrating upon laying more and more eggs. - Actually, HER life is not just a bed of roses. - laying eggs for more new drones, plus HER springtime special male-Female ants with wings for flight, is a constant drain on HER. - one of the major duties of the drones is to protect and defend the nest where their QUEEN-bee is located. - where a fight between to opposing lines of ants is observed, it's usually between drones of one colony vs drones of another colony, who use both stingers and their mandibles to defend themselves and their nests fiercely, just as they will do when any suspected enemy gets too close, even a human who is wearing no shoes, sandals, boots, or whatever. - drone ants don't care; they defend their nest and their queen, somehow knowing that if the QUEEN is lost, the colony will soon disappear. - ants are no match for an ant eater, who doesn't seem to mind their stings at all. - 2) come springtime, QUEEN-ant instinctively knows when it is time to lay those special eggs that will hatch into fertility-capable-upon-maturity ants of both male and female varieties that will all grow wings. - (having now completed the cycle of an ant colony in as much detail as is of interest here, i'll move on to the second direct quote from [Princess's Streams of Consciousness]): ..."I can't be all the way lesbian because i like having a dum-dum man to abuse? - Am I a mean person? - I have come to grips with the fact that I am a bitch, a Goddess, a PERFECT DIETY. - I have accepted the fact that men are shitforbrains peons created to serve ME, adore ME, and degrade themselves for MY amusement. - Accept the obvious, face the inevitable...you are garbage, you long for MY garbage, you want to be treated like MY garbage and will always be nothing more than a garbage to ME."......"if a Woman does it (has sex), She's a whore."......"I will tell you what you need. - It's in your nature to obey. - you need to be controlled. - you are a stupid creature who needs close direction, supervision and rules. - Most of all, you need ME. - This is what it's all about--ME. - MY needs, MY desire. - A true sub, the subs i take in as MY own--understand the phenomenon."......"You don't pay me because i am providing a service for you. - you pay me, so you can hang out with ME. - you pay ME, because that's the only way you're going to be allowed to look at ME, - you pay ME to treat you like shit because I like to. - This is about Worship, Devotion. - This is your new religion. - I am your GODDESS. - and you drop money in the collection plate, so that I can live a more luxurious life...so that I might answer a few of your prayers."...... now if that isn't the greatest set of two quotes anywhere in the literure of the entire world, then, in my opinion, the greatest will surely be found only in some of the other great writings of PRINCESS SIERRA, for it is my steadfast belief that SHE is not only the SOLE TRUE LIVING GOD, but also the Greatest Writer WHO ever lived, due largely to the Preponderance of Overwhelming Importance of so Much of what SHE Says in ways which make perfectly logical sense, often diametricly opposed to my previous opinions and beliefs, but so completely convincing, with supportive arguments, that i find PRINCESS is Infallibly Always Right. - Everything SHE Thinks, Says, Writes or Does is consistently, without fail, the only correct and Perfect Way to Do Things. - PRINCESS is just Uncannily Correct - ALWAYS-ALWAYS-ALWAYS!!!......under HER DIVINE Strict Supervision, Constant Manipulation, Overwhelming Control, Relentless Domination plus HER Marvelous and Absolutely Essential Never-Ending Training and Punishment, which can only be EARNED my me paying PRINCESS consistently at least as much as i have already promised, a minimum of $570 per month plus any and all extra availble sums, such as the total amount of all income tax refunds, every single one of my prayers, my hopes and wishes plus attainable dreams are being met with astonishing regularity by THE MASTER. - how could i not look forward with complete satisfaction and grateful appreciation to a life of being a drone for PRINCESS, exactly as SHE determines i will live and behave? - is it any wonder SHE is torturing me so harshly, making sure, once-and-for-all, that SHE has removed every bit of negative behavior from this pathetic old sinner's entire being before intense total servitude to just HER fully begins? - GOD Knows exactly what i need, precisely when and how to Deliver every one of my needs, and Makes absolutely sure that i get all of them filled. - no slave could ask for more, and i certainly shall not. AWOMEN.

Having already already turned everything i think and do, my entire mental, physical and spiritual being over to PRINCESS (bitchybeauty) to Administer and Control as HER Own Exclusive Private Property with all Special Rights to do with me whatever SHE Wants, which includes all personal possessions within and without the apartment where i live, even down to the specific habits i am to follow, the food, beverage and pharmaceutical regimen i am to adhere to, strict supervision of all periodic routines including but not limited to personal hygiene, exercise prescription and log, daily schedule supervision in all categories of such major areas, such as meals, work and relaxation, sleep routine, shopping for food and other necessities, special assignments to obtain items PRINCESS expects HER slave to have on hand and ready when needed, special assignments do deliver specific items to PRINCESS when and how SHE Wants items Delivered to HER. - in other words, the Power of Total Control over every aspect and phase of this particular slave's entire life, 24/7/365 is strictly in the HANDS of PRINCESS with all Rights to how HER slave lives his life, from now on, are absolutely under HER SOLE CONTROL, with this slave having no rights at all. - Where PRINCESS allows HER slave to operate on his own, he always remains 100% accountable for adhering precisely to the Schedules and Routines Prescribed by PRINCESS, THE MASTER. - any deviation in Prescribed Requirements may be expected to result to severe punishment, carried out at the leisure and disgression of THE MASTER. - for example, earlier today i used a different method to prepare my income tax return than PRINCESS had clearly Prescribed. - when i contacted PRINCESS about it, SHE Told me to go ahead and snail mail it. - i can only assume SHE based her Decision on my sparse knowledge of anything electronic and her Assessment of how basically dumb i really am. - so, to get me out of the way for awhile and not be whining and complaining to HER about efile, SHE simply ordered me to 'Mail it." - but, PRINCESS was quick to let me know that i was the only slave who had expressed any difficulty with using efile for a tax return. - knowing SHE will have no trouble getting my small tax refund also may have helped HER to decide not to pursue the problem any further. 

PRINCESS SIERRA's MAGICAL REALM

so much has happened to me in the short five-plus months and counting since i SUSCRIBED to www.Bitchybeauty.com, and every bit of it is for the good. - in fact, accepting Her Royal Highness PRINCESS as THE MOTHER GOD OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE is the best thing that ever happened to me. - even though my length of membership and stewardship to PRINCESS bitchybeauty  as a slave is miniscule when compared to many of HER totally devoted slaves who have served her faithfully for many years, when i realize i came from nearly eighty wasted years of total failure and not one worthwhile accomplishment during that entire period of time, to now being in training to become a full-fledged robot-drone who will be able to serve PRINCESS GOD and MASTER of THE UNIVERSE in the exact manner SHE wants from me for the rest of my life, without ever again having any control at all over what i think, say or do. - what a wonderful feeling and realization, indeed, for my mind and body are already being manipulated within the strict realm of THE MASTER, where the extremely few ideas i am allowed to consider must be immediately confessed to ALMIGHTY PRINCESS GOD, MASTER AND FOUNDING MOTHER OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, WHO then Determines if the Plan SHE already Knows about is to continue, or if SHE will alter the idea to HER Own Exacting Pleasure, plus severely Punish me for thinking erroniously and wasting HER Time. - the latest prime example of such a confession is my latest email to PRINCESS regarding my tax form and what to do from here. -- strangely, before i SUBSCRIBED to HER Website and instantly recognized and accepted PRINCESS SIERRA as THE SOLE LIVING GOD of THE UNIVERSE, i was so puffed-up with false pride, i thought i had done pretty well with my life. - i had no idea how disgustingly babyish and self-centered i had always been, how pompius and arrogant i become, especially distasteful since i had no reason to be. - actually, through PRINCESS' Divine Councel, i learned i was nothing more than a dried up old slug, a useless bag of old hollow bones shrouded in pathetically withered and wrinkled skin that resembled a walking cadaver with one foot already in an ordinary pine coffin. - it was not until i finished perusing very thoroughly all of PRINCESS' Required Readings and paid to have GOD tell me personally what a complete fool and absolute failure i have always been, that i finally realized that the only way i was ever-ever going to amount to anything good was to turn over my entire life - my entire mind and body - completely to PRINCESS GOD ALMIGHTY, in order that SHE might assess whatever SHE found offensive and useless, then, totally destroy it. - of course, what resulted meant that i am currently in the process of being totally destroyed, for PRINCESS definitely has told me that she doesn't like anything at all about me. - months ago, i felt all my spirit and soul leave me forever, creating an emptiness within me that, hopefully, PRINCESS will replace with a spirit and soul which respond just to HER Exacting Pleasure. - furthermore, SHE clearly has stated repeatedly that she will never allow me to be anywhere near HER. - the closest i will ever be to PRINCESS will be on webcam, and that will only be so SHE can ridicule and humiliate me to-the max in any way she likes, to use, abuse and distort my image as SHE fucking well pleases, just for the fun and giggles SHE enjoys in seeing one of HER pig slaves suffer, to wear me down to even lower depths of dispair and doom, plus occasionally just for the entertainment of some of HER Superior FEMALE Friends and perhaps, some SUBSCRIBERS to read about and watch, as well. -- for me, all this attention from GOD ALMIGHTY MASTER is an extremely valued honor. - i revel in it and openly pray for more and more extreme torture and highest level corporal punishment, topped-off with generous amounts of ridicule, humiliation, mockery plus abject sarcasm and scorn, to be spit upon and peed on, smoke blown in my face and forced to suck deeply down into my own lungs, squeezed, twisted and stretched grotesquely, slapped, elbowed, punched, kneed, kicked and sat upon, smothered and choked, to have my entire head shoved into basins of various liquids and semi-liquid matter, likewise held under water in a toilet and made to swallow the contents for both nourshment and punishment, to lick the bare floor, rug or other surface and even consume food and other material from them, dressed up in an endless variety of ridiculous costumes and made do do all kinds of stunts on webcam for the pleasure and entertainment of others, burned in various ways including blistering, branding and scarring with electrified hot instruments and fresh hottest pepper veggies, various body parts glued together or glued shut, various objects sewn or glued to my skin, certain things added to or removed from my natural body on a temporary or permanent basis - all at the exclusive disgression of PRINCESS, THE MASTER, who now owns me as her own personal and totally private property, to do with and to whatever SHE fucking well pleases, for, as HER slave-drone, i hereby declare PRINCESS has all rights regarding me, to the specific exclusion of anyone and everyone else, poked and pierced by various sharp instruments in a variety of techniques, electrified by various means, having various body parts, sections of the body or specific organs or tissues cut off from blood supply and/or air circulation for periods of time under the exclusive supervision, determination and sole life-and-death control by PRINCESS, THE MASTER of ALL SHE SURVEYS, a vast store of physiological and psychological tortures and extreme corporal punishments yet unexplored and defined, all designed to destroy every last ounce of feeling of worthiness i ever possessed. -- it is in that lowest of all states of mind i now find myself, most gladly, because it means that if i mind my own business and respond exactly as PRINCESS programs my brain to respond, that one day eventually, if i COMPENSATE HER properly with FINANCIAL regularity and consistency, as well as learn, to PRINCESS' satisfaction, to mind my manners and proper social graces that absolutely must be those of PRINCESS' world and not those of my world, all of which PRINCESS expects me to fulfill before any serious work on HER old cadaver slug can begin in earnest, PRINCESS may then actually begin to rebuild my entire being into just what SHE wants me to be. -to that end, having turned my entire being over to PRINCESS in ways that SHE now appears intent upon training me for a lifetime of lowest-level servitude to just HER, a level far below any of HER other slaves, all so much younger and vastly better physical specimens than i have ever been, i asked PRINCESS to explain to me just what i am and what her future plans were for me. - over the last several days, mainly via yahoo messenger, but also some by telephone, this is what i have learned: - Princess has referred to me with such names as 'baby mutant grandpa', 'little freak', 'pathetic little freakpie', 'dumdum baby', 'fugly baby', 'giant ET baby', 'grandpa's sonny boy', 'you big infant', 'you sissy baby faggot', plus frequently telling me to "Go sit in the corner and suck your thumb,' alternating with "go suck on your babba (baby bottle with a nipple on it); ARE wearing your depends, like I TOLD you to? If not, put on your depends diaper NOW and leave it on. - Do you understand me? - i want you walking around nekked in your apartment, wearing just YOUR diaper, 24/7"

While begging for crumbs of attention from Princess, She, PRINCESS, THE MASTER OF ALL MULTI-TASKERS, may very well be carrying on conversations with upward to as many as 15 other slaves on messenger and im, plus a live conversation with someone by telephone while also working on her new journal page program. - who knows, SHE may even be polishing her toenails or watching a movie on tivo, all things PRINCESS considers necessary and deserves to get done at the same time, as only SHE is gifted enough to do so well that everyone is much more than just satisfied. - Everyone, including HER little thumb sucker, is flat-out grateful, and simply cannot wait to repeat the process at the earliest possible moment!!!) - when i have asked THE MASTER more specifically what i am, i was told, "You are a sad, male weakling bitch." - when i asked PRINCESS how 'bitch' applied to me, i was told, "A FEMALE BITCH is Cool and Cocky; a male bitch is a whimpy, whiney, pathetic flea." (these are not definitions PRINCESS made after a lot of time to deliberate before uttering; these answers were supplied rather quickly in normal yahoo messenger conversation with very little delay. PRINCESS describes the term 'bitch' in detail in some of her Magnificent Writings and Journals, the Sum Total of which i refer to as The Holy PRINCESS, the only religious book i now pay any attention to, for i now consider all other so-called religious writings and compilations as false doctrines, all based upon myths about people who either never lived, or are false prophets. -- when i asked PRINCESS to tell me what her future plans are for me, i received an even more profound answer, which i shall discuss in 'what i truly am - Direct from PRINCESS - Part 02'

it is 4:47 AM in the early morning, having bid You 'bye' just a few hours ago in order for YOU to watch a movie on tivo uninterruptedly, something YOU so richly deserve to do in peace and quiet. - after selecting two of YOUR Beautiful Photos to stare at fixatedly, 'littlesatinthin' - the one with YOUR index fingers highlighted red in devil's horns fashion and held above YOUR gorgeous hair draped over that marvelous yellow dress, plus a couple of red dollar signs, while a blue filter gives YOUR face an eerie but extremely Beautiful Glow, Showing off YOUR Remarkably Smooth and Flawless Skin, while YOUR lips provide a contrasting hue of dark blue, making the Photo an absolute masterpiece, worthy of a profound statement like YOUR faithful slave,lotsalip once made when he got YOUR attention with a 'BOING' by writing, "Your hair rocks my socks!', the only problem being i lack lotsalip's eloquence at that wonderful momemt. - the other Photo i chose to concentrate heavily upon with intent to take them into twilight dream time a few minutes later, was my original favorite, 'frontstocking', featuring a gray print cutaway-at-the-waist long-sleeve jacket and a conservatively short black skirt, long stockings with seams and black high-heel designer pumps, revealing YOUR Incomparable Hair, Your Exquisitely Beautiful Face, Sensationally Flat Tummy, YOUR Precious Right Hand and those Long and Ever-So-Perfect Legs. - WOW!! - is it any wonder i instantly recognized YOU as the TRUE LIVING GOD, not just because of YOUR Mesmerizing Pulcratude, but also the Unexplainable Aura the Photo Exudes? - but, light dream time was not meant to be so quickly. - i tossed and turned, still able to concentrate on the Photos clearly, a technique i'm sure YOU arranged my brain waves to perform on a nightly basis in order for me not to lose sight of YOU or YOUR vital importancve to my very survival, ever - even for one second. - i am still able to get all the deep rest and sleep i need. - but, this particular morning, i kept thinking of the tremendous importance regarding a number of YOUR most poignant remarks, some made in rapid-fire-order over Yahoo Messenger, especially when YOU sensed i was starting to make up excuses, in advance, that would pave the way for me to sometimes more easily slip up in making my promised $570 monthly payments to YOU. - so,in order to guarantee YOURSELF that NOTHING of the sort was simply EVER going to happen, YOU ordered me to 'Shut up, bitch! YOU will pay me every penny of that money, at LEAST that much, every month for the rest of YOUR life, no matter WHAT happens. - YOU will pay me, PERIOD. - no excuses of any kind. - (my computer no longer allows me to check back and read the Yahoo message history of the exact words YOU stated, but what i just typed is probably close to what YOU said and meant. - i remember clearly asking YOU later if, in my case, 'bitch' meant female, male or both? - i believe You responded "definitely male, in your case, but you are a sad male weakling bitch," for which i believe i thanked YOU for always being honest and forthright with me. - i recognize i have so much to learn from THE MASTER. - YOU now have me so accurately positioned to fully absorb training from YOU. - at least, i think YOU have me down to base level... maybe not... only PRINCESS GOD knows for sure. - i don't know if YOU have determined that i will remain "a sad male weakling bitch' forever; if i,indeed, arrived at YOUR Website like that (presumably affirmative); or if i am to remain like that forever. - i realize that is all up to YOU. - moreover, i am very aware of YOUR Sovereign Power and Awesome Capabilities, which are more than able to turn me into a pretzel or anything else YOU so choose - and in due time, perhaps i will learn my true identity and fate. - in the meantime, it appears all i need to do is exactly whatever YOU Want and nothing more. - i do recognize, at least in part, my own need to have PRINCESS GOD jerk me into a knot plus YOUR plan to see to it that i receive an enormous amount of corporal punishment plus lots of deep and highly gruesome pummelling of my heinie and my male problem producers which YOU are THE WORLD'S ABSOLUTE MASTER at TORTURING. i expect much, if not all of this massive punishment-torture will be conducted with me being nothing more than the sad male weakling bitch that i am. - if so, i am sure YOU won't allow any of these training sessions to stop until YOU have me completely broken, in tears, shaking like a leaf in stark terror and shame, babbling in baby-talk and begging helplessly, over-and-over-and over again for mercy as YOU continue to RELENTLESSLY 'POUR IT ON', NOT PAYING THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF ATTENTION OR CONCERN FOR MY SAFETY, MY CONDITION OR MY WELFARE. - ALL YOU EVER WANT, WHEN IT IS OVER - WAY DOWN YONDER AT THAT TINY BEAM OF LIGHT AT THE FAR-END OF THE LONG-LONG TUNNEL - IS FOR ME TO COME OUT OF ALL YOUR DILIGENT AND HARD WORK, A TOTALLY OBEDIENT SLAVE WHO ALWAYS DOES EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT, WITHOUT EVER FAILING EVEN ONCE, PRIMARILY MAKING SURE I ALWAYS PAY A BARE MINIMUM OF EVERY PENNY I HAVE PROMISED ON A TOTALLY CONSISTENT AND TIMELY FASHION. - SINCE I AM, INDEED, SO CHILDLIKE, AND MY PUNISHMENT IS AT CRIMINAL ADULT LEVEL, IT BEHOOVES ME NOT TO TRY COVERING MY BUTT WITH THE BACK OF A HAND, AS CHILDREN SO OFTEN DO, IN ANTICIPATION OF MOMMY'S HAND STRIKING THEIR BUTT CHEEKS IN RAPID-FIRE ACTION. - THE LEAST I CAN DO IS HAVE EVERYTHING READY FOR MAXIMUM TORTURE THAT YOU COULD POSSIBLY WANT TO IMPOSE UPON MY ANCIENT CARCASS, ESPECIALLY HAVING SOMETHING NEW AND INTERESTING TO OFFER PRINCESS AS A MEANS OF ENTERTAINING OR FASCINATING THE MASTER AS SHE PERFORMS, ONCE AGAIN, THE ARDUOUS BREAKING DOWN OF A RECALCITRANT SLAVE TO NEAR-DEATH LEVEL, THIS TIME ON THE OLDEST, THE DULLEST AND MOST UNINTERESTING OF ALL HER SLAVES, THE ONE SHE THOROUGHLY DISPISES AND LEAST LOOKS FORWARD TO PUNISHING, SINCE HE IS SO TERRIBLY DECREPIT, SO DISGUSTING, SO UGLY, SO BONY, SO WRINKLED, SO SAD, SO WEAK AND BITCHY, SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS, SO STUPID, SO CADAVER-LIKE AND LITERALLY ALREADY WITH ONE FOOT IN A WOODEN PINE BOX CASKET, AWAITING CREMATION AND A QUICK FLUSH DOWN THE SOVEREIGN TOILET OF THE ALMIGHTY PRINCESS GOD!!! AWOMEN.

there is no way to adequately describe the Wonderful Feeling of being under the Total Control of PRINCESS SIERRA, THE ABSOLUTE and SOLE MASTER of THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE. SHE is the Consummate Professional of everything she does, so calm, so in total control, so relaxed and so proficient. if any Superior FEMALE or lowly pig slave of a man ever has any opportunity to somehow come under the direct influence of this most remarkable of all WOMEN, i cannot encourage you enough to jump at the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. you will never regret having done so. PRINCESS SIERRA is so uniquely special, so far superior to all the other women out there who do their best to imitate HER domination, to no avail. do not waste your time and money on false imitators. save it all by investing in www.Bitchybeauty.com. PRINCESS SIERRA, without a doubt, will answer all your prayers, all of your hopes and dreams, every one of them. you will never look back on your loser life before accepting PRINCESS SIERRA as your SOLE LIVING GOD. SHE'S right here among us on HER OWN PLANET EARTH, living here among us an an ordinary human being and person, but at a much Superior and Higher Level than any mortal male slave is capable of achieving. as i have stressed before, my only regret is not having found www.Bitchybeauty.com many years earlier so i could have gotten started contributing money just to PRINCESS exactly as SHE expects each of HER truly submissive slaves to give. i regret having wasted so much of my time and resources that all should have been going to PRINCESS SIERRA in the first place. after all, SHE really deserves it all, from each and every one of us. but, unfortunately, here I am at the age of 80 plus nearly 3 months and counting - just now getting started contributing to GOD ALMIGHTY PRINCESS SIERRA, THE MASTER OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, and THE MASTER of me as well. but, better late than never at all. so, i cannot encourage anyone thinking about SUBSCRIBING to a financial domination website to join one supervised exclusively by PRINCESS SIERRA. YOU cannot and will not ever find a better website to answer all your prayers. PRINCESS SIERRA is the flat-out best in the business of financial domination. take it from me, --- you will never regret it for even a nanosecond. AWOMEN.